Shadows

I like someone. Its not just a normal like, its a massive like. but yeah the problem is like I'm the one expressing my love to her and no respond from her. Although I didnt express my feelings yet but I gave her a hint. Maybe I'm just syok sendiri. Urgh! I hate one sided love.

Its sad, when someone you love didnt love you back. I'm chasing shadows. Hate this feeling so much :/

Love Drugs

ROSES ARE RED, VIOLET ARE BLUE

WHEN IT COMES TO YOU, I AM WEAK :')

YOU'RE THE ONE!

Nicknames!

Heyy yoo!
I just realized that I have many nicknames!

LILOU

name given by best friend when I first join B-boy

DOUBLE A

adapt from my name, Amirrul Alif

PHOBIA

names that I create when I decide I dont want use the name Lilou

SLYMROC4BIA

a combination with Phobia to make my name even spicier

BOBOY

well thats my mom called me

ALIF

the name that was called by my friends of girls

MIROL

my friend of boy call me this

ELTON JOHN

my Universities friends call me this. They said my face look alike with Elton John. Is it? :/

well thats it! 

When I have a new nicknames, I'll let you know!

Life

LIFE LAUGHS AT YOU WHEN YOU ARE UNHAPPY.

LIFE SMILES AT YOU WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY.

LIFE SALUTES YOU WHEN YOU MAKE OTHER PEOPLE HAPPY.

:)

Just Love

Don't let a guy between your leg. He said you're cute. You're fine.

But 9 Month later, he said 'It's not mine'

nampak tak taring dracula tu?

HAHA

tapi malang nya aku dah potong.

Haishhh

-.-"

Semester 3

Semester 3 agak menyakitkan hati. First class dah ada assignment. bukan selalunya first class buat sesi intronduction ke? Haihh. Then masuk class je, mesti ada assignment. kalau tak bg assignment mmg tak sah. But lets see on the bright side, aku dah rajin buat assignment. tak buat assignment last minit lagi. Haha thumbs up yo!

Bulan Ogos ni aku amik lesen engineering iaitu EASA Part 66. Exam tu ada 15 modules. 1 module, rm100. mmg kering la aku. tp pasal masa depan aku n kerjaya aku duit tarak hal bro. Haha. Biar susah dahulu, senang kemudian. nt dah dapat kerja bagus, gaji tinggi(insyaAllah), aku nak tolong parents aku n nak kawen. HAHA xD

Apa2 pun doa kan aku berjaya dalam hidup. Moga aku sihat sepanjang masa, tak tension2 n aku belajar tanpa gangguan. Amin :)

fake/real friends

some of my friends thought i'm a dick

well fyi i'm being a dick to a person that i think he is a dick

i got into a fight with this dude

and he post his unsatisfied feelings at facebook

well just between u and me, i think people who post their unsatisfied feelings is a loser who wants extra attentions

i dont understand people sometimes, if you have unsatisfied feelings, just face to face

we can sort things out

if you want to be an immature bitch, well you can post your fucking feelings on facebook

and let the world know that your a bitch who want attentions

haha

i feel sad for you dude

i hated you since our first show together

since then, i'm very careful with you

you say something without think rationally

what a moron

but the truth is, i didnt hate you for who you are

i hate you because of your damn behaviour

i still love you as a brother

you can say whatever you want to me

although sometimes it hurt me

but its ok, I'll be ok

May God bless you bro 

:)

The Script - Break Even

hey peeps

once again i'm back :)

hey guess what yesterday i check out some breakdancing videos on youtube,

well this bboy name bboy clover, he uses The Script - Break Even song for his trailer

the first minute i heard the song, i was like 'woaw, i must download the song no matter what' haha

and the way he dance like there were no tomorrow and he having fun with his friends

bboy clover n the song is very inspiring

i love it

<3

here's the video, check it out.

oh and you can hear the song at my page :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BktFCAT8cOg

Modern Dance Carefour

heyy peeps.

yesterday was the Carefour Modern Dance Competition

yesterday was totally awesome

although we didnt won, but we're have fun

ofcourse at first I was down a lil bit, but with my supporting friends, i chilled a little

haha

it was a great experience

next year i'm totally gonna show the modern dance and gonna win it all! insyaAllah :D

next stop Battle Of The Year (BOTY) 2011! :D

B-boy Mint ;)

B-boy Mint @ Amin Zainuddin

the most amazing person i've ever met

now he's out from CMC

because of private problem

it make me more sadder thinking he's out when we have been through sad n happy for nearly 4 years

althought he's out, i still consider u my bro@my family!
now u're out from CMC, please dont make enemies anymore

it wont bring u any good

i'm not very good in words but may this video explain it all

i'm gonna miss u

love u bro :)

1 week off!

yaww peeps!

yezza! next week holiday seminggu

12hb - 20hb

sepangjang cuti tu banyak aktiviti aku nak buat

such as;

bboying

merayau

hangout

holiday at muar and melaka

bersih kan rumah (tak sure lagi) haha :P

celebrate bufday kawan kat Jeramtoi

banyak lagi kot

cuma havent figure it out yet nak buat apa

huhu ^^

apa2 pon, its gonna be an awesome holiday for me!

yea man!

:D

Puma Suede and Nike Salazar

yaww peeps!

this time i'm crazy bout shoes

dude, got 2 type of my dream shoes

first is Puma Suede

gorgeous right? i know 

haha

aite!

next is Nike Salazar!

mine is red! :D

the price of puma suede is rm260

meanwhile nike salazar is rm280

i want to buy puma suede first

nike salazar later

yeah! cant wait to buy new shoes!

hehe :D

Tension

heyy peeps

its 2am n i cant sleep

thinking of my shitty problems

tension make me wanna cry

haihh

f*ck problems!

why must we have problems

if we dont have problems, we can be happy 24/7

probs with study

probs with friends

and last but not least

tension stay at this damn hostel!

urgh got nothing in this stupid hostel

only trees, trees n trees

dammit!

i felt like i want to beat up someone or murder someone to get rid this stupid tension

if only i had vehicles

i can wonder around nilai

release my stupid tension

oh blogger, how i wish u are a person

i can share my probs with u

haihh 

T.T

if u were a person, we could be partners for life :)

Silat Cekak

assalammualaikum w.b.t

sopan sikit kan bagi salam.

haha

aku join silat cekak hari ni.

tadi first perjumpaan, ingat kan belajar silat hari ni

boleh la aku belasah orang

haha

tapi malang nya orang tu just bagi ceramah and tunjuk video silat je

tapi itu pon dah cool gila video dia

silat cekak ni lebih kepada pertahankan diri

so mmg agak susah la kalau nak bergaduh dengan orang

sbb orang tu kena bertindak dulu, baru kita boleh lawan balik

kalau orang tu tak bertindak, sampai mati la kita tunggu

style kan? :D

so silat ni ada 3 jenis tali pinggang

putih, merah, kuning

putih: untuk pelajar yang dah tamat belajar silat

kira belt putih ni mcm diploma macam dorang la

merah: untuk tenaga pengajar

kuning: untuk leader silat cekak malaysia

belt kuning ni cuma sorang je pakai kat msia ni

tak boleh ada 2 org pakai belt kuning

mmg sorang je yg boleh conquer belt kuning

okay next!

parang lading

parang lading ni cuma diberi kepada orang tertentu je

parang ni diberi orang yg dah ada pengalaman 15 tahun dalam silat ni

parang ni special

tak dpt jumpa kat kedai ah meng, kat 7e

parang ni di buat khas utk pesilat yg dah ada pengalaman selama 15 tahun

panjang parang ni akan ikut panjang dari siku ke hujung jari

mmg dope gila ah parang ni

haha

parang ni special, so tak boleh waris ke anak cucu, isteri, skandal or lain2

parang ni juga tak boleh dipinjam kat siapa2

parang ni khas utk kau sorang je

aku taktau la bila kau dah meninggal, parang tu nak buat apa

sama ada buat display kat rumah or tanam dengan arwah sekali

lupa nak tanya penyelia silat tadi

tu jela kot yang aku nak share story dengan korang

so korang kat luar sana, jangan cari pasal dengan aku

kang kena belasah kang, menangis korang

haha

aite chow! ;)

Bboy Obsession VS Car Obsession

yaww peeps

hari sabtu lepas 12.2 aku pegi KL dgn kawan aku

saje lepak-lepak

bosan dok UNI memanjang

lagipun time tu takde class

merayau lah apa lg

haha

kwn aku fauzan, ckp nk pegi rumah kwn die kejap

naik kreta dia pegi KL

so kita pon pegi la merempit naik 125zr dia tu

dah sampai rumah kwn dia, solat kejap 

then terus gerak KL

time pegi KL n balik dr KL aku diam je memanjang

mcm orang bisu

seriously aku ckp pon 2 3 patah je

memanjang fauzan n kwn dia, robo cite pasal kereta

sumpah bosan n aku x paham langsung

walopon pegi 3 orang, tp aku rase cam aku pegi sorang2 je

haha pelik betul car obsession ni

kalau da obsess, obsess jugak

tp kawan di sini jgn lupa =.=

but apa2 pon, seronok pegi KL!

dpt jugak lepas tension

kaki pon dah bengkak2 sbb banyak b'jalan

haha 

^.^

Act so cool when you're not

hey peeps

this time im really piss off

got bboys they act like they good enough

what a faggot!

dude, each bboys are family!

respect each of the bboys if you want to be respected!

if you think you're better then the other bboys, then you should quit bboy and join shufler!

bboys is about family, respect!

if you fall,we will help you to get back on your feet.

thats what bboy is all about!

Bboy makes me shine!

hey peeps!

tonight i'm gonna talk bboy with yall

haha :D

well it started when i'm in form 3

my friend, muhd ezwan invite me to join bboy

and i was like sure why not, lets give it a try

first my bboy name was Lilou

Lilou is a bboy from Nigeria

Ezwan said my face and my spec totally look alike like lilou

BBOY LILOU

after a few months, i decided i dont want to use others people name, so PHOBIA was created

dont know why, but i like the name PHOBIA

it makes me feel phobia. haha

i se the name PHOBIA for 1 year and a half

then i found out got some noob using the same name as i am

and i want the name to be fresh

i want the name that no one in this world use the name

so i think and think

i stare at the mirror, stare at my body

gost i'm pretty slim for a boy (haha)

and when i'm dance i love to rock my hearts out!

and guess what SLYMROC was created!

but i still love the name PHOBIA

so i mix SLYMROC and PHOBIA

SLYMROC4BIA!

dope name right?

yeah! haha

i will use the name until i died!

in University, i will be Amirrul Alif

but

in training, SLYMROC is me!

BBOY makes me shine!

i can move freely

express my feeling

through music and my dance

without BBOY in my life, my life gonna be a total lame and wasted!

i'm back!

hey peeps!

its me again.

sorry coz so long i didnt update my blog

really busy with studies, dance n etc. oh and my laziness :D

studies is quite allright i guess.

with i add some subject, i cant go back to seremban

bcoz of the schedule is pretty tight

haihh T.T

well dance is awesome!

dance is the only element that i can move freely, express my feeling and release study tension

i got awesome dance partner

oh we're otw to send a proposal to create a dance club

gosh i hope the proposal will be approve

if the dance club is approve, then i will be the secretary for the club

pretty cool huh? :D

oh i forgot, the name of the dance club is Dance N' Beats!

awesome name right?

haha

allright, thats it for me

chow! ^^

second semester breakout!

waddup peeps. its sunday, 9.08pm and i'm all alone in my rooms. in my room, theres only has two people in it. me n hazuan. well rite now hazuan is m.i.a. dunno where he at.

tomorrow i have to wake up early. coz my class start on 8.30am until 6.30pm. have break for only 1 hour T.T stupid schedule. im sneeze like hell rite now bcoz of dust in the room. thankx God its clean now. but i still sneeze. urgh hope tomorrow my sneeze will stop.

well new sem means new spirit n determination. i want to pass with flying colours in this sem. dont want play2 anymore. wish me luck peeps. seeya!

family?

my friend once told me that we're a family. and i felt awkward that time coz the only family i got is my real family.   well i guess i have a second family. that is crazy moves crew. although i felt awkward that time, but at the same time i felt happy as well.

but that all change until yesterday. my friend betray not only me but the fucking whole family. he join other crew without discussing with us bcoz we cannot enter showdown 2011.dude, we're have no choice bcoz we ARE BUSY WITH OUR STUDIES! what do u care bitch?! u always skip school when it comes to study. jeez, i was surprise to hear it from my leader. i was mad that time. but i can control my emosion that time. until now i guess. i got a fucked up result n pretty frust bout it. and that family of mine(konon nye la) gave comment bout he joining other crew. it make me like i want to break something.

i made up my mind. i'm gonna join showdown. and teach that kid a lesson. crazy moves crew can survive with out the likes of u! and i'm outta here fag!